I feel that every time I make a friend that I can see myself being friends with for a long time, but they always leave, stop talking to me, or become distant from me. People keep leaving me, this world keeps deceiving me, selling me false hope and I keep believing it. I'm used to people leaving me after they found someone new. Leaving me was not your mistake but giving you my friendship was my biggest mistake. Hell, I don't know what having friends feels like anymore.